I know I am not the only one...

If you are all reading this you have probably had similar feelings to the song "I'm not the only one" by Sam Smith.

Lyrics

You and me, we made a vow

For better or for worse

I can't believe you let me down

But the proof's in the way it hurts

For months on end I've had my doubts

Denying every tear

I wish this would be over now

But I know that I still need you here

You say I'm crazy

'Cause you don't think I know what you've done

But when you call me baby

I know I'm not the only one

You've been so unavailable

Now sadly I know why

Your heart is unobtainable

Even though Lord knows you kept mine

You say I'm crazy

'Cause you don't think I know what you've done

But when you call me baby

I know I'm not the only one

I have loved you for many years

Maybe I am just not enough

You've made me realize my deepest fear

By lying and tearing us up

You say I'm crazy

'Cause you don't think I know what you've done

But when you call me baby

I know I'm not the only one

I know I'm not the only one

I know I'm not the only one

And I know

And I know

And I know

And I know

And I know

And I know, no

I know I'm not the only one

When DDay first happened I would lay in bed and cry while listening to this song on repeat. At the time I thought it was just virtual infidelity at that point, I didn't know he was having an emotional affair.  Now thinking about the song makes me sad...  you can listen to it here. The music video has skin in it so make sure you look up a lyrics version if you are going to listen to it.
I felt like this was my song- I know I am not the only one... you called me crazy.... that sums up my married life.

Well I heard this version by Postmodern Jukebox and I LOVE it! Her attitude is one I want to have... you know what! I KNOW I am not the only one.  You cannot fool me anymore.  I am aware of your behavior and I can see the patterns now. I can read the signs and I am trusting my gut from now on.